Wednesday, April 30, 2014

Hello, it's me again

It has been quite some time since I have written something meant for other's eyes. I cannot remember the last time I wrote anything worth sharing. I used to write all of the time. It was my constant outlet. I will occasionally hash out some feelings with my journal, but those moments are few and far between. The past couple of years have been filled with changes, adjustments, and lessons. Perhaps I have been too stuck in my head, figuring out how I really feel about my life, instead of scribbling down half-hearted ponderings. I suppose this blog post is an indication that I am, in fact, ready to begin writing (and sharing) again.

A bit of a disclaimer before I get started: I have no plans for this blog. I guess it's nice to know I can come and go as I please.

As previously stated, the past couple years of my life have been somewhat of a whirlwind. My, how much has changed. I have received an incredible amount of lessons and by lessons I'm referring to all the emotional stuff we go through that makes us a better, stronger person. I'm figuring out more about who I am and what I want to do every day. I'm finally beginning to understand that happiness is something that must be cultivated and looked after on a daily basis. I understand that all of the problems I had with anxiety taught me how to have a strong grip on my mental health. I am grateful for all of the years I struggled with anxiety and panic attacks. I have overcome many fears. I have accomplished more than I ever thought possible. Most importantly, I feel like I'm learning so much so quickly that I just want to share it with others so that it can possibly help and/or comfort them.

I doubt anybody will read this. Honestly, that's okay. I have said what's on my mind, or a bit anyway.

Until next time,

Amelia